but i am frozen in place
i want to cry
yet tears seem misplaced
i am angry
and i don't know at what
i just want to be alone
but i need you
how i need you
oh i need you
this day seems to just drag
confusion and disconnection rule
i want to fight
i want to hide
i want to cry
i want to be comforted
no one ever talks about
this side of death
no one ever whispers about
grief's hard lessons
it holds a mirror to what you hold dear
to what you have placed on your altar
in all this turmoil
in all this loss
i still have You Jesus
i still have You
Angel Barreto
